All right, finally the fabled post about what the heck has been going on with me lately. OK, so first let me apologize again for my irregular posting. I'd like to be posting several times per week, and I'm capable of doing so, but various things in my life have held me back. If you've been paying attention to my posts lately, you've probably figured out that a lot has happened to my fiance and thus to me recently, and that has taken a lot of attention away from wedding plans. I also have a lot going on in my life, mostly related to my job which let's just say I don't care for. You might remember my cry for help about a month ago in which I pleaded for advice in my quest to get a good night's sleep. Things got better for a while, but now I haven't had a good night's sleep in at least two weeks, and that's really wearing on me more than all of the other stuff (which was the main cause of my insomnia in the first place).
Wedding plans don't help. I think I've mentioned before that I get stressed out easily and that I'm really worried about getting uber stressed about the wedding because, let's be honest, it happens to EVERYBODY. This means I'd probably be better off eloping. But that's not going to happen (though I have thought about it...a lot). Thinking about the wedding too much right now is just another thing to keep me up at night, and that is something I really can't afford.
So I'm sorry about the erratic posting. It will probably continue at least until I have a few things sorted out but will most likely be a trend throughout this blog. Please don't stop reading! I swear I will always get back on the ball, and so far, I've still been able to post at least once a week consistently. And for those of you out there listening, I really appreciate your thoughts and advice and even just that you take the time to listen to my rants, my ideas, and my life. I've always wanted to be a writer. I gave up on any sort of professional writing a while ago due to my inability to sit still for more than half-an-hour, but for the first time, I'm writing about something that matters enough for me to keep going. I'm really enjoying this blog, and I'm grateful to you for giving me a reason to keep writing.
OK, so how do you deal with stress? Seriously, I need professional help and can't afford it, so any and all advice would be greatly appreciated.
P.S. I like comments. Comments make me feel like there is a purpose in writing this. As in they make me feel like I'm not writing to nobody. Just saying...