I've been trying to keep this under wraps, trying to keep everything normal, but the time has come when I just can't do it anymore. Things are not normal, and they're certainly not OK, and it's time for you to hear it.
Daniel and I are getting a divorce.
I know it seems soon, but it also feels necessary. At first, I thought marriage hadn't changed anything for us. But as time went on, I realized that trying to think about it like that was just a way of denying what was going on.
The fact is, getting married has made me realize how different my life is from what I wanted it to be. Things that didn't seem to matter before have sunk in as forever things, things I'll never be able to do as long as we're together. I guess I should have listened to the doubts I had when I broke off our engagement the first time.
It's hard. The hardest thing I've ever had to do. I can't really get into the details yet. I can't face writing about what he said to me. But I couldn't go on pretending nothing was wrong either. So now, you know.
At least we lasted longer than the Kardashians.