Sunday, April 1, 2012

We Interrupt Your Regularly Scheduled Recaps for Shit News

I've been trying to keep this under wraps, trying to keep everything normal, but the time has come when I just can't do it anymore.  Things are not normal, and they're certainly not OK, and it's time for you to hear it.

Daniel and I are getting a divorce.

I know it seems soon, but it also feels necessary.  At first, I thought marriage hadn't changed anything for us.  But as time went on, I realized that trying to think about it like that was just a way of denying what was going on.

The fact is, getting married has made me realize how different my life is from what I wanted it to be.  Things that didn't seem to matter before have sunk in as forever things, things I'll never be able to do as long as we're together.  I guess I should have listened to the doubts I had when I broke off our engagement the first time.

It's hard.  The hardest thing I've ever had to do.  I can't really get into the details yet.  I can't face writing about what he said to me.  But I couldn't go on pretending nothing was wrong either.  So now, you know.

At least we lasted longer than the Kardashians.


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