There is just over a month left until the wedding, and I'm really starting to feel the toll's it's taken on me. I'm stressed out, I'm not sleeping well, I'm tired all the time, and there are giant bags under my eyes that have been there for months. It's not all because of the wedding, but most of it is. I really need a real break, but I don't have time to take one, and there's still so much to do. I guess this kind of talk is why one of my friends told me she is afraid to have a wedding after reading my blog.
So I'm trying to do something about it so that this wedding isn't the death of me (yes, I'm not completely stupid). Though I haven't been able to take many days to not think about the wedding, I'm trying to break my day up into work hours, wedding hours, and me hours so that I'll actually get a break. I'm trying to get outside and get exercise though I got a knee injury a couple months ago that is making it difficult. I try to do what I can to relax. And I try to delegate what I can and then not end up checking up on people constantly (not doing so great on this, but I'm trying).
Another thing I've been doing is trying only to do what's necessary for the wedding which means not writing here much. Any extra thinking about it is unhelpful, so I guess I'm going to be one of those people who disappears before the wedding. Worry not, I'll catch up on whatever I missed after.
Do you feel like the wedding took a physical and/or mental toll on you? Did you feel like you were never going to get everything done? Did you have people hounding you about all the details of what they were supposed to do?